Saturday, March 26, 2011

Bacon, sneezing, and Diner Dash

I just woke up. My dream was about Avatar the Last Airbender. It was like I was watching a DVD of the live action movie, which also had episodes of the cartoon on it. The weirdest part was that the live action parts weren't at all what happened in the movie. and the cartoon part never happened in the show. So either I'm just spilling creative juices into my dreams or I don't remember some things.
I smell bacon, but I keep finding things on my computer to distract me. It's uhhh noon, so I probably should go eat (considering I already missed breakfast and am about to miss lunch) but I felt like posting. I wonder what else there is to eat? My parents usually make eggs with bacon, but it could be waffles or pancakes... I don't like pancakes... they taste weird. That's odd because I like waffles. Hm, I'm just a strange child I guess.
Well Diner Dash 2 is pretty fun. iWin games is nice, but I'm so sick of the ads after every level. Honestly why can't I just play this game for free? Bah it probably doesn't cost that much but I'm saving up for a couple things. You know, families don't care if there are loud and obnoxious cell phone addicts next to them, but business women do? Honestly I hate the business women. Have a little patience, will ya?
Oh and I sneezed a couple times when I went to the bathroom, so I'm surprised my mom didn't announce my awaking. Well, I might post something later today.
Peace

Friday, March 25, 2011

Peaceful Chaos

Mood: Thoughtful
Listening to: West Coast Friendship
Eating: Nachos
Drinking: Water

Today I thought about dying. Well not really just dying in general, mainly dying on a plane crash. That's a slow to instant death. You're on that plane for who knows how long before it finally explodes and/or crashes to the ground. The death itself is instant, but the time before probably slows down. 
I remember in my 7th grade science class we learned about how the brain takes more snapshots per second when in times of danger or great stress. It's just so fascinating that the human mind can slow time itself. 
But the thoughts that I got, thinking about my feelings of this, they didn't surprise me, as I come up with all kinds of crazy ideas. Then my friend told me on the bus that she was bored, so I told her to think about just that. 
She told me it was depressing.
Being on that plane, it was scary as hell, and I wasn't even really on it. I pictured myself screaming my lungs into submission, but my mind was calm. It made me think of the scene from "Legend of the Guardians" when Soren was flying through the storm. 
While crashing in a plane is not anywhere close to being beautiful, I pictured that knowing that I'd be in heaven in almost seconds, made me have this calm peaceful resign. Giving up wasn't hard, it was just the right thing to do and the last thing I could think was "Remember me in honor"
Well on that lovely note, I'm going to go enjoy the rest of my Friday.